Virgin blog #1

I'll be amazed if I ever add to this. It's a scary idea to write what I am thinking. It's actually scarier when the thoughts are just in my head playing on a continual loop. I have a lot to achieve & its gotta be done- I feel so overwhelmed I do not know where to begin! So far I haven't done any of it. I promise myself each day to be better to myself- not so self - destructive, & each night , when I lay my head on my pillow - I realize another day went by & I did not take any positive action. I started this cause I read Bonietta's blog & maybe this will enhance my chances of action  & change.